Strumming Some Heartstrings



07 November 2009
It's 11:26 PM already.

Things change so quickly there's not even time for you to stop and think anymore.

So after today, everything's gone. Down down down the drain. You happy now?
Ok so you want to know what's wrong. And you want to know if i'm okay. The problem is, i'm not. I'm not okay at all. I feel so fucking restricted right now because of all the things happening around me, and because some people are sensitive to issues like this, unlike you. And also partly because IT'S NOT FUCKING TRUE, DAMN IT.
How would you like it if you were in my shoes? Or rather, in hers?

I can't believe you've changed so much. I can't believe you're no longer the person i used to know.
How would you like it if the whole world backstabs you and you have no one to be by your side anymore?
You will never understand how it's like to be me right now.
And i feel like shutting down from the whole damn world, thanks to you all.

I feel like just giving up and forgetting everything i used to have cos it hurts so much right now i don't even know if anyone can fix it anymore.
So you think you actually gained anything from all those which you've said?
So you think you're not in the wrong at all?

Don't ask if i'm okay or not. Because i'm not. Obviously.

And, by the way, FUCK YOU AND GO TO HELL.

With love,
Me


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