 30 October 2009
It's 11:30 PM already.My life feels like shit right now. Argh. I was thinking of all the things that have been happening around me, when i realised that i lead quite a depressing life right nw. Ha. Ha. Ha. Wtv. Haven't watched time traveler's wife & my sister's keeper, haven't spammed all the dramas i planned on doing so, haven't gone out with the right people, haven't played till i go wild, haven't even done alot of things that i've been wanting to. Argh. And every single night i go to bed feeling regretful for one thing that happened in the day, or night, or whenever you call it. Most of the nights before i go to bed, i simply try to convince myself that tomorrow will be better. But sometimes things just don't go the way you want it to. Okay, so maybe school's been not too bad with all the cards and games and bridge ( :DDDDDD) but at the end of the day i still end up thinking about stuffs i shouldn't be doing so. Too sensitive, yes? Argh. Don't know what's happening to me. Maybe i wanna take a break from the world. Maybe i wanna hibernate for a week or two. Because i can't stand what's happening around me right nw. Can't stand a single shit. Photos soon. Ps: You know the good things about pets is that they don't ever judge a person. They forgive and forget every single mistake that you make, every single one. When things go wrong, they sit by your side and their silence is more than enough to get you through all the shit that's happening. And the best damn thing? They shower you with love, with all their heart and body and mind and soul. Pps: Argh. Suddenly thought of 数学 and thought of something/someone/somebitch. Argh. Like i'm gonna give any shit about wtv you said. Don't believe you'll get kicked out of my class as a teacher? Sure, in less than 1 week's time, i make sure the hod confronts you about your fucking attitude towards my class. Oh don't worry, you will come across many other incidents like this in your future life, just practice ten years series and you will get all the drilling you need :) Pps: I miss you. I miss how you could make my day whole just by the simple gestures you make. I miss how you would put in a hell lot of effort just to make me happy. I miss how we had endless things to talk about, day and night and night and day. I even miss how i would miss you when you weren't by my side. Please let things go back to the way they used to be, so that i could be close to you again, because i miss you so much i swear. Ppps: By the way, i'm not going to tll tmrw, not because i don't have the time to, or i have something else more important to attend, but because i'm so ashamed to go back there and tell my teacher about my results. Argh wtv. With love, Me |
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