![]() 13 April 2009 
 It's 11:27 PM already.This is what i miss about Vienna. ![]() It won't be the same after Thursday anymore. I don't want to tear, i don't want to tear, i don't want to tear. But it felt so bad on Saturday when we all stood and bowed to zixuan, xintong, jane, the comm, when the music was in the background, when one tear dropped and it couldn't stop flowing afterwards. I try to tell myself it's not the end yet, there's still a few more days, a few more hours, a few more songs. All i want right now is to come back with good results for SYF, for all the efforts that we put in, the obstacles that we faced, the troubles we managed to overcome, everything that we've been through for the past six months or so. Especially after all the memories in Vienna. Now that the closest people to us are leaving, i can't help but imagine how it'd be like without them. I feel everything coming to a conclusion, drawing closer as the clock ticks by the seconds. We won't sound the same, never, ever again, we won't have the same fun and laughter in the choir room like we used to, we won't have to dread those past regular choir practices, we won't have the same sectionals, the same practices, the same songs, the same music, not anymore 3 days from now. The last official practice has come and gone, and even though we've got wednesday, just one more day, just one and a half more hours, there's just not enough time for everything to replay all over again. I remember when we first stepped into dhschoir in sec 1, we were all so unfamiliar to our new surroundings. With our first concert, open house, orientation, to our second, with all the choir dinners, outings, chalet, Vienna, and now's the time we've all been waiting for, and dreading - cos it's finally SYF, but after this we're all on our own. No matter how much i used to dread choir practices, no matter how much i used to think choir was a chore, i wish there was one, just one more practice before we reach the ending line. Choir today was not enough to satisfy me, and probably the rest of us. I want another pt around the junior high block, i want another captain's ball, i want another 3 hours for the whole choir to sing together, for our voices to blend, for us to sound like one. 失去了,才懂得珍惜。 现在,快要靠我们了。 加油! With love, Me  | 
   
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