Strumming Some Heartstrings



31 March 2009
It's 6:37 PM already.

Such a depressing/ demoralizing day sigh.
Maths suckzxzszszzzzzzzzz.

Can anything make me feel better?
Guess not.

I want to take a long break from school (the longer the better) and travel to the other side of the world and live life to the fullest and forget all about homework in fact i don't understand why our lives revolve around work so much its not as if everyone who has the brains will be able to enjoy life when they grow up or whatever because they only think about work work and more work and that's all they do. Maybe they've got all the money in the world but what's the use if you never use them.
You can sleep in a bed of cash all day and drool over them during the night but if you never make use of the money then you've probably just wasted your entire life. Yeah and you can just die in a coffin with cash stuffed in it and bury yourself in cash instead of soil since you won't be coming back to use them anyway or whatever, unless you can like rise from the dead and come back to haunt people then yeah you can choose to use your money at the same time or something.
Okay forget it.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Aiyah forget it i think something's terribly wrong with me like my brain's twisted or smth but don't worry i'm not sadistic i just spouted a whole lot of nonsense in anger.

Maths test + viva today. Lost many many marks for maths test alr i hope i'll do better than the previous time ): Oh and i have a feeling all the gemma people are going to scream at me cos i've got ms poh as my tester for vivaaa hahahahaaaha. I think she replaced the guy teacher at my station. When she stepped into lt4 this afternoon all of us were like 'MS POHHHHHH' in some high pitched voice and she just kept smiling at us! And when she put her stuffs at the station where i was supposed to be tested i almost screamed and she just grinned like super widely and did a peace sign. SO CUTE HAHAHAHA.
But 1 minute later when she was testing me her expression turned so serious i felt abit scared ): Esp since she was still petting my head and wishing me good luck jiayou and all tht like before i stepped out of the lt.
And i realised she didn't talk much during the 10 minutes she just crossed her arms and legs and kept looking at the qns and all.
Sighhh i miss ms poh.
Esp when i still hear so much about her nowadays.
I miss her pop quizzes i miss her tpc i miss her retarded actions and cold jokes in class i miss everythinggg abt her and yunno what i don't mind staying back aft school every single day just to finish her excel worksheets and become moodle's best friend and hear her nag at us everyday and give us really low grades for assignments and pop quizzes even if she make our lives revolve around maths in fact i miss all her emails and daily pop quizzes it feels so weird without a pop quiz during maths lessons nowadays it feels so weird not to check moodle all the time anymore it feels so weird when she's not the one standing in front of the class and going all kan chiong over a single maths question it feels so weird when everything is so different already because she was the one who made me feel so motivated to do better in maths this year because she made me realise how stupid i was last time hahahahahaha no joke.
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(insert extremely extremely big sad face here)
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I still feel like a piece of shit right now and although there's not tests or assignments due tmr but there's tingxie on thurs and i realised i've got many many MEP ASSIGNMENTTTTTTTTTS there's portfolio and concert report and ms lin just freaked us out by making us study 14 topics for the upcoming test which is like 2 weeks away yeah like so awesome right and all of them are heavily graded so uhhhhm i shall attempt to start on it SOON.
And btw GUESS WHAT I REACHED HOME AT 6PM TODAY WOOHOOO so proud of myself yunno and i think it's the earliest time i've ever reached home since the start of the year!!!!!!!!!
x_x zzz okay nvm.
I feel so pathetic.

This is reallyyy wordy.

Will update with a happier post next time k i promise.

Just need time to unscrew myself.

So long, farewell.

With love,
Me


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