 22 September 2008
It's 11:58 PM already.Eoys simply robs away all the joy about being a teenager. It robbed me of my sanity. ): Mugging @ tiong with sarah this afternoon was really productive, but i think i annoyed her when i kept going on about my chemical formulae and radical groups and valencies and whatnot. Hahahah. There were a few times when i even laughed until i couldn't continue with my revision, but in the end i still managed to complete everything before tmr's chem pract yay. :) EOYS ROBBED ME OF MY SANITY I TELL YOU. I didn't have any motivation to mug just now so i gave up after 2 hours and decided to surf the net, bloghop, whatever. I can't believe i just wasted so much time procrastinating and slacking and not mugging and now it's only 11 days to eoys, technically 10 after midnight which is in uhm, a few minutes' time. I'm frigging not prepared and if this continues i think i'm gonna get all panicky and start crying again when i continue mugging tmr. I don't even know what's wrong lah i just get so fed up with myself whenever i can't get something right. I never even felt this way last year. K right, so i was bloghopping (damn!) and i went to friendster and i visited the same profile that i've been visiting over the past few days. Then i went through those photos again and my heart just went plomp. ): Ismyismyismyismyismyismyismyismy i don't know why all this is happening but i just can't seem to forget primary school life. Now everytime i see you online i'll be taking note of every single detail you change to your personal message, and I DON'T KNOW WHY. Your bday was not long ago, i wish i could've talked to you on that fateful day so at least we'd be back in touch now. I just can't seem to forget all the calls and smses and msn convos and how we were so close back then. I just can't seem to forget that you were actually my best friend. I've been recalling so many things nowadays, and everything from the past reminds me of you, because you were a part of everything.. Gosh, what is wrong with me. And i don't know why i've got this sudden obssession for pink now and my stationary are almost all pink (o.o yeah i know) and when i saw your pink msn display name, i'm suddenly reminded of you all over again. I've been online for almost the entire evening today but we haven't talked at all, please don't tell me you didn't wanna talk to me because of my personal msg, sorry, i can't help it. Bwah okay nevermind something is terribly wrong with me i don't even know what's wrong with myself see i told you eoys robbed me of my sanity maybe its just me okay i think i'll get over it soon. (I'll get over it soon..) Sugar. With love, Me |
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