 18 September 2008
It's 5:13 PM already.): Eoys. I'm really losing confidence, afraid that i won't do well for my papers this time. I swear i spend every single living minute thinking about eoys, and every single night before i go to bed i feel as if i haven't studied enough, as if there's still a gazillion more things i should have mugged before sleeping.. Everyday when i wake up, i feel as if i can never finish mugging all my subjects, i find myself getting one step closer to eoys, and having one less day to mug. And yesterday night i couldnt even fall sleep because i felt as if i haven't studied enough so i got up and revised everything in kamien for mep, until i was really tired then i switched off the lights and started to recite everything about hadyn, mozart and beethoven all over again. I feel as if i haven't put enough pressure on myself, as if i haven't felt stressed enough. Just now even when i mentioned eoys to mommy i got so tensed up that i suddenly started crying because i suddenly realised there's so much more i should have studied, yesterday, the day before, ... I know it sounds stupid but i really can't help thinking that there's merely 2 more weeks to eoys. I'm really afraid that i won't even finish all my subjects by that time. I just received ms lin's email on pointers for tomorrow's paper, and i suddenly feel so scared.. It's tomorrow, and i gotta revise everything by tonight and i swear that if i can't memorise every single minute detail i'm never going to sleep. Because i really really want to do well this time. ): With love, Me |
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